great day finally!

well yesterday was awesome first off i found some headphones that will work temporarily till i get new ones so on my ride up to coop i listened to music really loud like olds times and that was very nice i actually had that good feeling again. then i got to coop and talked with my best friends and then went to drawing and actually didn't hate my picture this time . then we went to P.E and i won the game and then i beat everybody in shuttle run which os surprising considering i cant run at all because of my asthma,
then we did finance which was ok but the best part was that i could finally say everything is finished yay!
and also it was funny because kennedy kept giving me weird looks so i was trying not to laugh through most of the class. nest was drama sigh well it was alright my team didn't get much done because the people i got paired with dont want to do any work so i had to do it on my own. and sadly i lost but thats only cause i had to help clean darn >:(
oh well i will win sunday!

and after coop i got to play rescued on the piano of y dreams i LOVE playing on that piano i want one really bad!!!

and then well i went to my aunts and had i giant feast on chinese food it was amazing, and we also went to my cousins school musical. and to finish all that off i went to see my grandpa in the hospital and that was sad but im glad to see hes sorta improving!


im exhausted i just finished doing the whole kitchen and living room all by myself i cant wait to see what mom thinks!



Alex:P

Speaking

well last night was very good despite all the distractions.
it was very encouraging and i hope we will do it every week!

i was reading today in do hard things about stepping out of your comfort zone to do hard things, and it was encouraging because it was saying basically you need to step out and do those things because as i would say" its only that short time that you are going to be doing that one hard thing and once its done you can rest in the thought of it being done" and also instead of saying oh i wish i would go and talk to this person about God but never doing it. you should go and do it because you never know how its going to turn out but you also never know how long you will have before its to late! so if you never go over there and speak up because your being selfish enough to say well i dont want to feel awkward, but really why wouldn't you want to feel awkward as long as it means hopefully saving someone. like i said you never know how it is going to turn out so why not go and try!

anyway it was just cool because me and kennedy were talking last night about talking to people about God and not wimping out and stuff and so i figured maybe a little bit of encouragement would be pretty cool.


well I've been sorta struggling with understanding some things in the bible considering that I've only been saved for a short time and am just now trying to catch up. I just feel really stupid sometimes but I've also been praying with this thought. But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all generously and without reproach, and it will be given to him. But he must ask in faith without doubting, for the one who doubts is like the surf of the sea, driven and tossed by the wind. JAMES 1  5-6
and its helped a lot sometimes i feel like ughh! im never gonna learn anything but if i stay positive and pray about it and really try to understand and ask for help from others i always end up understanding but most of the time i forget about it minutes later so please pray for me that i will remember things that i read in the bible or for school and just in general.


also I lost because i was Godly about the situation and let someone who begged me to let them win hehe jk
but i did let kennedy win this time but next time u better watch out hehe!
0:)

Alex:P


  

Magic

well yesterday my phone was  not working at all and i was really upset because i had been home alone for the like last 3 days or something like that and i wanted to talk to someone so i was txting someone but my phone wasnt working very well so i was upset because i thought it was gonna die on me. but then my grandma came over and brought me a new phone yay!
its a nice phone nothing fancy but idk i dont really need fancy anyway because once my contract is up im saving for an iphone! anyway to the magically thingy the phone came with these headphones that are magic because it only plays the instrumentals when u listen to music with them its pretty cool so it helps me with piano and stuff i thought that was pretty awesome lol.
oh and im spending the night at the suttons tonight finally it will not be another lonely weekend woot!
yup we are gonna have an awesome dance party and its gonna be me and micah and we are gonna leave everyone else out lol jk.
but ya itll be fun idk what excatly we will do but its always fun!


Alex:P

song of the day dark blue reversed yup!

NO GO!

well we didn't go yesterday i was very upset because i was gonna finally be able to see my friends now i have to wait for sunday grrr! because i dont think im going tonight either so ya!

anyway i finished that one pic but im not gonna post it because well idk.
i hate this I've just been layin in bed all day for the last week! wel at least it feels like weeks lol
i wanna see my friends already! gah im depressed still and laying in my bed isn't helping anything and it seems like no one cares anymore. like i cant remember the last time any of my family asked how i was doing because i know I've told them that i was depressed and stressed and stuff but oh well!
idk i just feel like givin up sometimes and i know thats not how i should be thinking but i do!

Alex:P

GAH!

well its raining and i hate storms grrr. and i guess i am going tommorow but im gonna ignore everyone jk :]
andway i have a great idea for a drawing im gonna work on it right now ill post a pic of it soon.
also ive been playing piano alot lately and now i can play all the songs i know without looking at my hands and i can sing to them which is pretty awesome anyway im sure u guys are tired of reading all this boringness so ill post later maybe!



Alex:P

Just Another Boring Day

well today has been boring except i went to the movies and that was alot of fun!
idk what im gonna do all day and idk if im going tommorow.
im trying to think of something to do so i will not be bored ughh!
i wish i had someone to txt but i dont sigh!

i cant think of anything to post so imma go and someone promised they would post everyday but they lied!

Alex:P

SWIM!

this is a great song that ive listened to for quite some time now!


"Swim"

You've gotta swim
Swim for your life
Swim for the music
That saves you
When you're not so sure you'll survive
You gotta swim
And swim when it hurts
The whole world is watching
You haven't come this far
To fall off the earth
The currents will pull you
Away from your love
Just keep your head above

I found a tidal wave
Begging to tear down the dawn
Memories like bullets
They fired at me from a gun
A crack in the armor
I swim to brighter days
Despite the absence of sun
Choking on salt water
I'm not giving in
I swim

You gotta swim
Through nights that won't end
Swim for your families
Your lovers your sisters
And brothers and friends
Yeah you've gotta swim
Through wars without cause
Swim for the lost politicians
Who don't see their greed as a flaw

The currents will pull us
Away from our love
Just keep your head above

I found a tidal wave
Begging to tear down the dawn
Memories like bullets
They fired at me from a gun
Cracking me open now
I swim for brighter days
Despite the absence of sun
Choking on salt water
I'm not giving in
Well I'm not giving in
I swim

You gotta swim
Swim in the dark
There's no shame in drifting
Feel the tide shifting and wait for the spark
Yeah you've gotta swim
Don't let yourself sink
Just find the horizon
I promise you it's not as far as you think
The currents will drag us away from our love
Just keep your head above
Just keep your head above
Swim
Just keep your head above
Swim, swim
Just keep your head above
Swim

its reminding us to alway keep fighting through hard times because there will be brighter days and Gods always there to help u.

and dont give up and let yourself drift because the current will frag u  down. basically dont give up!

Alex:P

dreams!

well me and ruth were just talking about dreams so i decided to post a list of my worst 3 dreams ever lol most of them are from when i was like 4.

1. first was. my mom left me at this orphanage and i was like crying soo hard and stuff that i couldn't see where she went, so i was trying to chase her but my eyes were so full of tears that i couldn't tell what was going on, and i finally made it outside and then i was chasing her car till finally it was out of sight then i just fell on my knees and cried really hard, then i woke up and hugged my mom lol.

2. i had just watched a movie about like evil cows or something i cant remember what it was anyway. that night i dreamed that i was in my house and i heard really scary horse noises outside and all my family where locked in there rooms and i could only here them crying for help but they couldn't hear me.
so i was like going around my house, none of the lights where working so i looked outside to see what the noises were, and i saw like these demons riding these scary horses with red glowing eyes so i closed the curtan really fast and then i peeked out a little and the horse turned and look straight at me so i litterally peed my pants i was so scared and i ran to the door and locked it and then looked in the back door window after locking it too and i saw like 8 of those horse things in my back yard getting closer then i woke up.


3. it was my wedding day, in my dream, and i was all dressed and ready to go, when out of nowhere this guy, not gonna tell u who it was, anyway this guy comes up and shoots me and takes my suit and drags me out in the back isle so i can see whats going on, he makes me watch while he marries my wife and i was like crying really hard and he brought her to me and she said i never loved u and i just cried until i died then i woke up it was horrible.




so yup hope u enjoyed and the last one was like a year ago the rest was when i was like 4 or 5
and if u want a list of my 3 happiest dreams comment and tell me so if not whatever!


Alex:P

BED!!!!!!

well nothing special to post about ive been in bed for the last three days in a row feeling sick to my tum tum.
so I've just been txting but someone had to stop txting me so now im completely bored and its making me depressed again grrr!
well at least i still got adiyana she just started txting me which is good because immmmm sooooo bored!!!!
I wish the suttons were back so i could inv them over sigh!
anyway im only posting this because kennedy wants me to post otherwise id be well probably watching a movie or something. so i gotta think of something good i can say hmmm. ok i could try to workout today maybe if my stomach feels better  or i could draw so if anyone wants a pic pls suggest one I could hmmm play piano oh oh i learned party rock anthem on the piano yay and sail!
anyway i think thats it sry not a long good post but im sick so im not thinkin straight.


Alex;P

Copycat 2,

Ok! Number 2:

1 what's your favorite wild animal? Koala and panda

2 favorite 2 ocean animals (lol also wild)? Whale and a shark

3 what is your favorite book in the bible? Proverbs!!

4 if you had to choose between being a doctor and a vet what would you pick? Vet

5 if you had to pick one crazy color of stripes to put in your hair, what color would you pick? Blue

6 what's your favorite 2 kinds of food? Chinese and Italian!!

7 pancakes or waffles? Pancakes

8 soft and warm, or cold and rough? Soft and warm:)

9 what do you like to do on long car trips? Listen to music!!! And draw on my iPad and txt

10 what do you want to do when you grow up? I want to have a great job so I can support my family I'd like to have about 5 kids or however many my wife wants and of course I would really love to get married to a wonderful Christian girl.

Alex:P

copycat

1 what's your favorite 2 colors? blue purple

2 favorite guy singer? it's hard to pick between andrew macmahon and Adam young:/

3 favorite girl singer? hmmm idk i guess erm adele shes got a pretty voice

4 donut or cupcake? cupcake

5 frog or lizard? frog

6 text or email? text

7 dance or sing? sing

8 mom or dad? dad and mom

9 girl question: dress or skirt? deff skirt lol jk im a boy so im not gonna answer

10 jeans or shorts? shorts

11 sunset or rain coming down from a cloud in the distance? sunset

12 car? corvette or mustang

13 blue lights or white lights? Blue

14 morning or night? Night:) 

15 what's something you randomly want to do right now? hmmm eat a bunch of icecream while singing horribly and playing the piano really loud to wake everyone up and then when they walk in my room pretend to sleep hehe >8D


ALex:P

Sick boredness

well im really bored today and i figured id just post something really short
because im sick in bed doin nothing so ya.

 tron drink

 food

 piano duh!

Jack's Mannequin everything in transit piano sheet music


soo yup super bored if u have any good suggestions for posts like anything just tell me because i have not much to do tonight!


Alex:P

COOP im Suppossed TO post

ok well coop was fun sadly i lost because well i won at coop but then on a card i got stomped on darn!

and ya it was fun i got to talk to kennedy quite a bit and i really didn't talk to many other people because many other people didn't talk to me besides kennedy so yup. its gonna be sad because they're leaving for vacation or something and i wont see them for like a whole week lol!

oh also im sry kennedy i didn't mean to be mean or nuthin but when i asked u what was wrong why didn't u just tell me i wouldn't have cared i actually like being serious alot too, your just crazy all the time and u get mad if im not happy so i try to be happy but if you ever wanna just talk and be normal just say so i will not care. so ya anyway we played the accidentaly gra but game in P.E today it was awkward, and i did 51 situps in one minute yay! 

Alex:P

Piano NEWS WOOT!

well I learned the almost the whole song of rescued pretty awesome

so ya i recorded it on my camera so i could look at my mistakes and correct them and the first time i recorded i did it perfectly lol so ya idk if im gonna upload the vid on here though maybe if u guys really wanna see it ill put it up


also i want u to comment on what u wanna see more of on here do u want tutorials for drawing or piano or something like that. or more things about music or piano stuff or like short stories or whatever u want!



Alex:P

WOAH! CHURCH!

well im happy to say i got to attend church tonight it was very good and sad.

it was sad because daryl preached on hell and it reminded me alot of TJ and how I tried to talk to him about God but he totally rejected me and that was my last convo with him.
so idk if it wa Gods will that maybe he was saved before death but idk. and it is really hard for me to live with the thought that my best friend may be in hell right now i cant even imagine!

anyway it was really good too steve taught o the importance of prayer which was really good because i know i dont pray nearly as much as i should and there are even days where i go without prayer.

also I WIN HEHE! -sticks tongue out- hehe

cant not wait for tuesday sigh grrrr


Alex:P

TRUE LOVE!

ok for this valentines day i just figured id share a little something to cheer those up who dont like this holiday.

ok so on tuesday a-lot of teens around the world will say to they're gf/bf (I LOVE YOU)
and 80% of them probably will not really mean it they dont even know what love is.

and the percentages are a guess its not exact but i do know there will be alot of teens who will be miss using the word love alot this valentines day.
and there probably are some adults who will too.




1 Corinthians 13:4-8  Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth.  Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends. As for prophecies, they will pass away; as for tongues, they will cease; as for knowledge, it will pass away.




and one person i know for this valentines day that truely loves as all is GOD i mean he sent his only son from heaven the most wonderful place imaginable to come down to earth and live as a man and then die for us, but not only that but jesus had to experience seperation from GOD, now thats TRUE LOVE!




Alex:P 

Piano

Well today has been pretty boring so far idk what im gonna do i just know im gonna be reading a-lot this weekend so i can be ready to get baptized and join the church. my piano book is coming in on saturday or tomorrow if u wanna call it that!
so im gonna practice a little through the weekend also it is just fun to play piano and it gets my mind off stressful things too.
i also am gonna start reading romans monday for me and kennedy's bible study i havent been doing it this week i know its no excuse to say im busy but also when i am home i just get really lazy so just please pray that  I will not be lazy, it is much better for me to be reading the bible then doing anything else.
also im gonna start to memorize 1st corinthians 13 i know its not much but if i memorize that then i will feel pretty confident to memorize a bigger area in the bible. and that chapter is really good!
im also reading in proverbs which is really good also.

lol deadly winning huh well im gonna be working on my stomping skills and building some new bombs so u better watch out! I WIN and there is never turns for ppl to win u just win or lose lol!


Alex:P

oh yah!

well today was fun stuff and tonight went really really well
except one thing there was one question and it was the first question so i was really nervous so i sorta messed up a totally obvious answer but oh well it still went well and i think daryl knew i was just nervous

anyway if i finish this one more book I am going to be ready im soo excited cant wait to be a member of our church!


Alex:P

Yay!!!

OK so today was awesome
I spent the night at Joel's house then we went to chucky cheese with the suttons and I Won!

i also got the high-score on 2 different basketball games and then we bought some stuff at the place duh!
i got a bracelet and gave my tokens to everyone else because i didn't really need any of those things but i like the bracelet because its cool lol. alright so i just finished my testimony im excited i get to talk to daryl tonight hopefully all goes well! and if i do join the suttons are gonna miss it because this week is at that one burning hot building and next week they will be gone so if i do pass the test of mebership then they will miss it sadly:( but it will still be nice for me!
wherer did those happy car rides go where i would listen to umbrella beach and meteor shower really loud and actually smile and just look at the sunset i wish i could have one of those moments again sigh
AND IM NOT GONNA DELETE MY BLOG SINCE FOR SOME REASON SOME PEOPLE ACTUALLY LIKE IT LOL!

Alex:P

CHURCH!

well church was really good i really liked the sermon on baptism because honestly i dont know much about it thats one question i had for daryl but now i think i know a little bit more so thats good.
also kennedy got baptized and became a member of the church which was cool!
afterwards was super fun we went to the park and was just playing around being crazy and stuff.
then we came back to the suttons house and played in there basement sadly i lost :(
but i will win next time!
lol i love hanging out with friends especially the suttons because i can actually just live and have fun and forget about all sad things. because honestly even since i was little i was never a very happy kid i was always a loner and never really happy i mean not that i didnt have happy days and stuff but i wasnt exactly the one kid who ran around the house smiling all the time.
so its nice to just be crazy and have fun for even a few minutes.


cant wait for tuesday because after tuesday is wednesday then thursday all happy days because i get to see my friends yay!



grrr todays gonna be boring so idk what im gonna do sigh!


Alex:P

NOOO!

I Win
U LOSE

anyway im home alone right now i was just talking to my bestest friend micah on the phone but he had to go sigh
i wish i could talk longer im just super bored and alone right now so it was nice to talk to someone oh well!
idk if im going tommorow but most likely i am itll be fun i dont wanna miss my bestest friends baptism that would stink!

Yay micahs spending the night woop woop!
short post but no where near as short as daniels who only posts 2 words hehe
i might be deleting my blog so this is one of the last posts u will read from alex oiler!

Alex:P

hospital

well im at the hospital visiting grandpa. he really needs our prayers right now he is doing worse and worse each day and we are not sure if hes gonna make it so please just pray that he will be healed and if it is GOD's will to take him that he will be saved before he goes.

anyways i am going to hobby lobby today to get some paint for my airbrush so if any of the suttons are reading this and are going shopping anytime soon i will be able to do your shirts whenever u get them to me. i have the design done so i will bring that sunday so u can decide if you like it and if anyone else wnts a shirt just leave me a message and tell me but u will need to provide the shirt and tell me what colors ahead of time so ya. not much today just sorta upset wish it was sunday.



ALex:P

Wednesday fun

Well tonight was better then this morning which is good the message was really good and the time after was fun I only talked to Kennedy because everyone else was talking to other people.
Anyway it was really fun it's better when it's women because we get more time to talk!
Lol just a few minutes ago I was on my iPad checking some stuff and Lucy was on my lap behind the iPad and thEn she reached up like she was yawning and stretching and she pressed buy on this thing that was worth $10 but luckily I stopped it before it bought it lol it was funny though anyway I'm gonna go to bed night

I WIN
And you LOSE


Alex:P

huh youth sigh

well tonight is youth which i kinda dont wanna go tonight idk im just really upset today
but i think im still going so hopefully it goes well. grrr nothing seems fun im just really bored and depressed today i wish something good would happen to make me not so bummed.
even music doesn't help right now