everything just seems to pile up i was sooo nervous the other day that i almost threw up i got horrible news yesterday and then i also heard that my grandpa is probably not gonna make it and if he does then he will not ever be the same and he wont remember anyone! and just when i thought it couldnt get worse!
well i drew a pic for TJ because his birthday would have been saturday the 28th the same day as daniels
and so i drew the pic and i brought it down to show everyone and then out of nowhere i just burst into tears and i was embarrassed because i never cry in front of my family. im soo shocked right now and so stressed
that im sooo sick and i am shaking like crazy almost vibrating, grrr right when stuff started going good everything takes a turn for the worst its the same patern in my life one amazing thing happens then not to long later its gone. ok so i used to live on a farm and i was all by myself up there for three years no friends and i finally moved to the house im in now and no one liked me in fact they all hated me except for one person TJ, and then that was over very soon, then shortly after i had tons of great friends at church and then the suttons came to church and i had even more great friends! and then my aunt died, and now my grandpa and everything else, i just dont get it why does this happen to me so much!
Alex:P
well i drew a pic for TJ because his birthday would have been saturday the 28th the same day as daniels
and so i drew the pic and i brought it down to show everyone and then out of nowhere i just burst into tears and i was embarrassed because i never cry in front of my family. im soo shocked right now and so stressed
that im sooo sick and i am shaking like crazy almost vibrating, grrr right when stuff started going good everything takes a turn for the worst its the same patern in my life one amazing thing happens then not to long later its gone. ok so i used to live on a farm and i was all by myself up there for three years no friends and i finally moved to the house im in now and no one liked me in fact they all hated me except for one person TJ, and then that was over very soon, then shortly after i had tons of great friends at church and then the suttons came to church and i had even more great friends! and then my aunt died, and now my grandpa and everything else, i just dont get it why does this happen to me so much!
Alex:P
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